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Where'd You Go?

Sun Jun 21, 2009, 5:32 AM
"I Miss You So. . .Seems Like It's Been Forever, Since You've Been Gone. . .Please, Come Back Home. . ."
~Fort Minor

* * * *

Meh. I got alot going on right now, so sorry for the lack of activity. . .

* * * *

I've watched people walk out of my life time and time again, and I can feel those still left starting to follow. I can see what little I had left of my life crumbling, yet again. I can feel my heart hardening, my blood temperature dropping by the hour, and my being growing more and more hollow. I can sence my already unsable sanity tipping, bit by bit. And all I can do is just sit here, with memories long lost, hopes diminished, and vast emptyness. My eyes cannot produce tears anymore. And my mind cannot handle more torture. . .and yet I still sit here, taking just that.
So be it.
At this point I have nothing left to loose but my life, but I made a promise- And unlike most, I KEEP my promises -to hold on to that, so I will.

* * * *

Haven't slept in 2 days. Can't seem to. I'm tired-ish, yet. . .I just cannot sleep, only hibernate.
'Tis odd.

I realize that there is no happy ending this time. That no one is coming to save me, and that to hope is laughable. I realize alot.
And you know what?
I've learned to live with it.

* * * *

"Forgive?
Sounds Good. . .
Forget?
I Wish That I Could. . .
They Say Time Heals Everything,
But I'm Still Waiting. . . . . . . ."
~Dixie Chics (SADLY)


NOTE: The "Mood"-thingy is atcting retarded, so I shall state my mood here: Haunted.

  • Mood: Hurt
  • Listening to: My Chemical Romance- Famous Last Words
  • Reading: Texts From Long Ago.
  • Watching: Yu Yu Hakusho
  • Playing: With Your Mind Again.
  • Eating: Air
  • Drinking: Monster AND Coffee. SHIT LOADS OF IT!!!!

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  • Current Residence: cleveland--damn I wish it was Japan X{
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: ...idk...
  • Print preference: Idc...
  • Interests: Anime, the paranormal, the arts, friends, you-tubeing, making stories/quizes/poems/songs, and Hiei
  • Favourite movie: hm...I would have to say Sweeny Todd
  • Favourite band or musician: any artist i soppose
  • Favourite genre of music: techno, defenitaly techno...and hard metal...wow what a combination...
  • Favourite artist: um...me? and my pplz...you know who you are ^_^'
  • Favourite poet or writer: me and the TRP team!!! >XD (totally random productions)
  • Favourite photographer: um...idk...?
  • Favourite style of art: ANIME ALL THE WAY BABY!!! >.<
  • Operating System: ...u perves...
  • MP3 player of choice: my black mp3 player i guess--oh, and my head, but it's mostly elevator music... -_-'
  • Shell of choice: the...the turtle shell?? @_@
  • Wallpaper of choice: A Yu Yu Hakusho memories poster!! ^_^
  • Skin of choice: um...tan skin? cuz' I hate bieng so pale... -_-
  • Favourite game: Guitar Hero, DDR, Grand Theft Auto, and Mortal Kombat
  • Favourite gaming platform: uh...huh?
  • Favourite cartoon character: HIEI FROM YU YU HAKUSHO (Yusuke's ok too ; ) ) And Light Yagami from Death Note!!
  • Personal Quote: "It's all fun and games untill someone looses an eyeball...But then, HEY, FREE EYEBALL!!&q
  • Tools of the Trade: *falls asleep* ...hm?

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:iconchaszaonar:
:ninja:HUYAAAHHH!!!:ninja:

:iconfatlaplz:You've been Tagged!!:iconfatlaplz:

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"If you think the curse my host have is bad..."
-Dark Frost (Ayla Frost's Inner Counterpart)
:iconchaszaonar:
Thanks for the watch!! If the cyan ninja bunnies are watching...kill them...please...no cyan ninja bunnies.

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"If you think the curse my host have is bad..."
-Dark Frost (Ayla Frost's Inner Counterpart)
:iconspiritdetectiveyuki:
THEY GOT TO YOU TOO?!?!?

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"YO MOMMA SO POOR THAT FOR CHRISTMAS SHE BROUGHT HOME A TAPE OF OTHER PEOPLE OPENING UP PRESENTS!!!!!!"

**PWND**
:iconchaszaonar:
Yea....they were...well the story's long but pretty damn sure they were random that one awkward night. *Quivers in fear* I told them I don't have any pixie sticks...

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"If you think the curse my host have is bad..."
-Dark Frost (Ayla Frost's Inner Counterpart)
:iconspiritdetectiveyuki:
Oh crap WHAT WILL HAPPEN

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"YO MOMMA SO POOR THAT FOR CHRISTMAS SHE BROUGHT HOME A TAPE OF OTHER PEOPLE OPENING UP PRESENTS!!!!!!"

**PWND**
:iconchaszaonar:
....well...umm...

Stage 1: You'll be fluffed...endlessly.]

Stage 2: You'll still be fluffed but now they want you to play "Stairway to Heaven" with instruments only known by catgirls...and some catboys.

Stage 3:...*intermission* Umm.. I'll get back to you on that...

Most people who meet these things and give them pixie sticks...dont last to the third stage.

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"If you think the curse my host have is bad..."
-Dark Frost (Ayla Frost's Inner Counterpart)
:iconangelheights:
hey gabby what dose cum taste like,roxy said I should ask you

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I do things like a real man cuz I do manly things like eatin' steaks and drinkin' beer YEAH!!!!

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