"I Miss You So. . .Seems Like It's Been Forever, Since You've Been Gone. . .Please, Come Back Home. . ."
~Fort Minor

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Meh. I got alot going on right now, so sorry for the lack of activity. . .

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I've watched people walk out of my life time and time again, and I can feel those still left starting to follow. I can see what little I had left of my life crumbling, yet again. I can feel my heart hardening, my blood temperature dropping by the hour, and my being growing more and more hollow. I can sence my already unsable sanity tipping, bit by bit. And all I can do is just sit here, with memories long lost, hopes diminished, and vast emptyness. My eyes cannot produce tears anymore. And my mind cannot handle more torture. . .and yet I still sit here, taking just that.
So be it.
At this point I have nothing left to loose but my life, but I made a promise- And unlike most, I KEEP my promises -to hold on to that, so I will.

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Haven't slept in 2 days. Can't seem to. I'm tired-ish, yet. . .I just cannot sleep, only hibernate.
'Tis odd.

I realize that there is no happy ending this time. That no one is coming to save me, and that to hope is laughable. I realize alot.
And you know what?
I've learned to live with it.

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"Forgive?
Sounds Good. . .
Forget?
I Wish That I Could. . .
They Say Time Heals Everything,
But I'm Still Waiting. . . . . . . ."
~Dixie Chics (SADLY)


NOTE: The "Mood"-thingy is atcting retarded, so I shall state my mood here: Haunted.